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He promised that he'd watch over me.Like a Hawk and it’s Prey,
You are patient and gentle at first.
You lurk in the depths of my mind,
Playing and toying with me,
Pressuring your hunt until,
You have trapped me.
That sleek, cool persona becomes deadly.
Your sharp movements are too smooth to avoid.
You know what you are doing,
You have done this many times before.
Your swift movements are fluid and,
I am at the mercy of you,
Knowing what is about to happen.
Alarm bells ring within my mind,
But there is nothing I can do to prevent this.
Your claws are too deep within my skin to stop.
All I can do is follow this chain of life and,
Feel the pain you inflict.
Feel the passion as you do so.
Feel the blood gush out of my pulsing, frail body.
Feel the last breath upon my skin.
I look deep into your eyes as you cut me off from existence completely,
Falling under your trance once more.
I'm not going to fall like a piece in your Domino“Shh, it’s Ok”
Hush, don’t fret
Stop worrying about if’s and buts
I’m willing to lead
Just go with the flow
This is our natural course
So take my hand
Come this way
I’m here for you,
Don’t be afraid.
That’s what they always say.
Wake Up‘Look at me and whatta ya see’…
A girl who can’t seem to stop dreaming of what life could be
She can’t seem to wake up
And see the reality of her wondrous life
Always wishing upon a star
Never realising the power of god
While a man sits beside her
Until she opens her eyes
And she her dream before her.
Oh why must we dance in the dark?Why not me
It’s a question I ask a lot
Why not me
I’m just as pretty
Why not me
I’m just as smart
Why not me
I’m just as good as her!
As everyone else on this damn planet!
But then a guy asks
Why not her
She’s just as pretty
Why not her
She’s just as smart
Why not her
She just as good, no better!
Than everyone else on this damn planet!
But I’m too busy questioning why,
That I don’t realise that he’s the guy,
The guy who will make me shine deep within the night sky.
Don't do it like the moviesDon’t stroke my cheek
Although I long for your touch.
Don’t smile at me in ‘that way’,
However much you make me blush.
Don’t look into my eyes and see me whole,
Even though only you can do that.
Don’t kiss me so soft and tender,
But yours are the only lips I want to kiss.
Don’t wipe my tears away and hold me tight,
Yet you are the only one who can make things right.
You can fold me into a paper airplane and make me fly.
Can someone turn on a light?Confused and lost
I don’t know how to feel.
That the silence is deafening.
That it seems nature.
‘X’ marks the spot but I don’t know the path.
Oh please help me find me way back.
Please be HappyPlease be happy.
That is all I wish for.
Although you will never feel the same way,
It doesn’t mean that I will stop caring.
So take her hand,
Hold on tight.
She is the one that will keep the light in the night.
You are meant for each other.
I should have known.
I see that now.
She is a beautiful sight.
You always had that ‘special connection’.
But my feelings don’t matter
Towards how we could have been.
Just please be happy,
Just for me.
My Ending...I laughed at people wishing
I mocked the shooting stars
I criticised children dreaming
I shouted at reasoning
I abused god's prayers
I blamed everything and anything for my ending.
Medias and Societies ReasoningToo fat,
Too much of this and not of that.
I don’t have enough talent,
Just about average,
I’m a little too strange to make the cut.
I don’t have the quality,
Too naive to understand,
To useless to make it.
These are the reasons,
These are the excuses,
These are the so-called-facts,
As to why I am worthless.
to get out of
of their parents-
I'm here trying
to get out of
For There Is A Girl...There is a girl who does not fit in.
She couldn't be more different
In the society she was raised in;
She thinks the exact opposite.
She finds it odd that two girls
Cannot dance the way a man and
She finds it odd that those being
Accused of horrible acts are being
Accused by people who have done worse.
She finds it odd that there are
Signs and campaigns for allowing
She finds it odd that being a
Woman means you are weak
And it is an insult to be called
In the society she is in,
She is different.
For there is a girl who does not
Why two people of the same
Cannot marry. Why one group of people
By another that is far worse.
There is a girl that cannot
Why words are offensive or
People use them. She cannot
Why, as a woman, she is not
To wear what she wants without being
If she is white, then she is racist.
If she is black, then she is a criminal.
If she is straight, then she is homophobic.
We Have No TimeAll we have
Is a sliver
Everything we will
Do in life
We all die before we know it
Its a fact of life
And I am already dying
A slow painful death
One year at a time
One month at a time
One week at a time
One day at a time
Then we flatline
On a metal sheet
Buried in the dirt
To think we were born yesterday
Only to die tomorrow
Carpe DiemI fell in love with mornings
but had a love affair with midnight;
It's easier to slip
into the soporific grip
of the nether regions of the night,
to wrestle and grapple and entwine yourself
with the moonlight on your bed,
to succumb to the frivolity that only the screech owls and katydids see,
to delude yourself into believing
that you can stretch time with a rolling pin
Than to rise with the shine
of sunrise through the curtains
and breathe in the sound
of a million things waking
in a cycle a million years old.
There is a ritual to the daylight
that resuscitates the spirit
in ancient instinctual tradition.
There is an unparalleled sense
in the dawn
and in the drowsing cafés and sleep-walking streets,
the sense that the world is calling out in the fog that's still melting into dew
and touching your heart to bid you good day.
But to attempt
to give your body to both
is to stretch yourself
My Love Saysi dream a spine alive
held barely together
its strings shiver
in varied tensions
young hopeful highs
controlled steady middles
to the low
once we've said
everything that's ever
going to matter
it's the range and age
of a lovely luck
and your voice
of lovely and
strength in this
god-blessed a life
by these empty
and the reaction
when they hit
the full of us
it shakes us, like every time
we've broken and forgotten
how we came back
from the time before
and my god says
love your love like it's
the only breath
your heart can breathe
because it is
and my love says
you are this halfyou are this
with the rafters
all in rows
along the pavement.
sweating in the sun
are they smiling
I do not know.
I floored a house once
it was hard work.
I installed the fridge
and was zapped
by a wire.
we sang no songs.
just like now,
this night with its
thin and waiting.
moving through the rafters
resting on their side.
the abyss of
the roof that
My leap of faithI dare to dream
A dream so big
A dream so wild
A dream so sweet
I strive to fly
To fly so high
To fly so long
To fly so fast
I leap to feel
A leap so strong
A leap so great
A leap so wonderful
I fall to understand
To realise the truth
To realise the reality
To realise the bitterness
The madness of my life will always be bittersweet
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